Saturday, September 8, 2007
SURPRISE!!
Hubby! Today is our 9th month anniversary!Your bad bad friends, all look down on our Fairy Tales, said that we gonna break on February! Ehh..now is already September!WE ALREADY STEAD 9 MONTHS!HAPPY 9th MONTH ANNIVERSARY HUBBY!
Did you cry? You always made me cry during anniversary, I wonder did I made you touched til you cry! 
Do you love this surprise?
I LOVE YOU! AND NEVER LET YOU GO!!
posted by Cherry at 12:15 AM, |
Friday, September 7, 2007
Hubby, I remembered you told me that, may be my school reopen I won't miss you that much anymore. Becasue I got friends! Hubby~ you're really a silly baby! My school reopened I'll miss you more! Because I couldn't always chat with you! I really need you so much do you know that?You ever told me that, you thought when the 'scar' in my heart was cured. I'll be leaving you. Silly baby! I love you so much, how can I leave you like that? I'm totally addicted to you, do you know that? I LOVE YOU!Hubby~I know and I can feel that you love me so much! I'm the happiest girl in the world! I can't find another you in this planet, or may be universes! I must CHERISH you!Remembered you joined a competition? You can be in the top 3, but you tried to gave up the top 3. Because if you're in top 3, you can't come to find me anymore! Just because of this, you gave up in top 3. And if you're in top 3, you can get a good job next time. OMG! You gave up your future becasue of me!I'm really happy you'll do that, but hubby, you're so silly. I don't know what to say, I was really so touched. I think if I tell my friends, they will thought I was lying to them! But who cares!? As long as we know!Hubby, you're my silly hubby!I love you!
posted by Cherry at 5:34 AM, |
you really did many things for me when I'm in Singapore. You always tell me that, you feel that is not enough! Silly hubby, you're so silly...that is really enough for me. You made me cried. You always made me cry! You're the first one who can do anything just for me! You're the only one!I'll NEVER EVER LET you GO!
I love you hubby! 
posted by Cherry at 5:30 AM, |
I was so SAD, finally, I couldn't control my tears, and they fell on my cheeks. Becasue I read your message, you said that you're still outside the check in room and missing me. 
I really cried madly! So sad that I couldn't meet you ONE LAST TIME just before I check in.
When I heard that you're still at the airport missing me, I felt so sad, my heart broken! I don't want to leave you! I really couldn't control my tears and I cried even more mad. I couldn't let them know that I'm crying, I must still force myself to smile at them! SOB.
I'm so down that day, I really very very sad. I don't even have appetite to eat at the aeroplane. SOB. I wanted you to come find me so much! I really need you! I cannot live without you! I LOVE YOU, HUBBY!
posted by Cherry at 5:21 AM, |
That day was my last day in Singapore, going back. Once again, early in the morning, you woke up early and rushed to the airport and sent me my presents and also meet one last time. Sigh 
.
The presents were my valentine's day present (the Mickey and Minnie puzzle), foot prints shirt (you got two and you gave me one, so we can have a couple match and I told you I love foot prints before), Bossini's pink T-shirt, soft toy (because at the hotel that night you didn't gave it to me) and a cute bat ears head band. And I love them so much! 
After you handed over those presents to me, you asked me to go to the toilet. Then I went to the toilet. You asked me to go in the handicap's toilet. Wa...I was so scared that my dad found out. I felt so sad, I don't wanna leave you . You hugged me tight and we kissed mad mad but just for a while.
Although it was just a short while, but I really appreciate it so much. Thank God, he gave us one last chance to meet and kiss each other.
posted by Cherry at 5:09 AM, |
This night was quite moody, or may be down 
. Both of us were down. You went to Orchard early that morning just to find a chance to meet me, but because of my relatives brought us to go IMM shopping complex then we need to go the Night Safary during the night. So we don't have any chance at all!
I was so down, I can't meet you. I really wanted to meet you! But then you message me and said you're coming to the Night Safary. I was so surprised and so happy! Then we met each other and we talked for a while. When you're near me, you made a 'muackssss' sound.
Then I tickled you again! We never kissed, we just talked and it was only a while. And you wasted your money for buying the Night Safary ticket that cost you 20 Sg Dolar and you never use it. 
Sorry hubby, I made you waste your money!
But you know, although we never kissed, but we had met that night actually I quite happy already! I really love you!
posted by Cherry at 4:49 AM, |
After went back to hotel from Sentosa, my dad wanted to go out. YES! It was a good chance to meet you~ I still remember you reached Orchard very early in the morning just to wait for this chance to come. I was so touched by you!
Then you came wif a soft toy that you bought for me. Because I wanted a soft toy from you Want to know why? Because when I missed you, I can kiss her. I can hug her sleep every night. It was a very cute soft toy.
You came up, then when I saw you. I can't control myself again and I wanna kiss you so much! I keep pulling your hand! And I know thats made you melt and made you felt that I need you so much! I really need you so much hubby! REALLY! Then you kissed me in front of the CCTV! Wa...I was so shy la 
, you told me never mind because you're blocking me, and your back was facing the CCTV. I sucked your tongue when we were having our wet kiss, I hugged you tight too! And I think you did't realize that I made some short of naughty noise and pulled your head nearer to me. Haha!
You hided the soft toy inside of your black jacket, you looked like you're pregnant! Haha! The soft toy is a TORTO! Eeeee, I got a small Torto at home which I called him Little Calvin (named by your name), then you named this bigger one (you just bought) Little Cynthia! And now I love her so much, I hugged her every night! When I saw her now I'll miss you so much!
Little Cynthia
She's so cute, I really love her so much it was because she was a gift from you!
posted by Cherry at 4:26 AM, |
Our short date was in Clementi 6, block 202, 12th floor at the staircase 
thats my grandmother's sister's house. She invited us (my family and I) to go her house for dinner. After eating, I messaged you using the simcard you gave me that morning. I told you where was my relative's house then you said you wanna come and find me, but you need about 30 minutes. I said okies because everyone in the house got something to do, and I was the only one who had nothing to do.
After 30 minutes, you called me~ On the phone...you're panting and told me you had reached Clementi. I quickly ran down to the 12th floor's staircase~ I saw you. The moment I saw you, I can't really control myself and I got a feeling that I just want to hug you tide and kiss you. The first thing I did to you was tickle you, but you seems like immune to tickle 
, no fun~
Then you hugged me. Then I kissed your cheek~ You told me you want to wet kiss. You bad, that time I was still so shy you know You kissed me but I never let my lips open, so I felt that you're licking my lips. I bet you're shy too and after one seconds you let go already! Then you asked me to close my eyes, so I closed. You kissed me, a very first french kiss of ours. You're so innocent, you don't know how to kiss! So I taught you how to kiss, and you're really a fast learner, after telling you what to do, you already know how to kiss!
After kissing, I wanted to tickle you again. But you're so bad, you tickled me back! I was so itchy and I keep moving~ then I almost fall from the staircase! Luckily you're there and hug me tide, so I only fall on you. You how, that time I felt so protected by you. I really very happy! You're so tall! I'm so short. I hugged you and my head was just under yours, it was just nice to let me rest my head on your chest while hugging you. So, I rested my head on your chest, you hugged me tight too and you whispered to me that you love me! Oww...I love you too hubby!
That was your first kiss, you gave it to me! Hehe...I must CHERISH your first kiss! I want to be the first one you kissed and the last one you kissed!
posted by Cherry at 3:59 AM, |
14th February is valentine day~ That day, you told me you gonna buy present for me as valentine present, and I also thought of something special that can gave you during valentine day. But of course we gonna give each other when I went to Singapore.I bought a white handkerchief and designed it with some colorful and glitter thingy. I remembered I wrote Cynthia Love Calvin, Happy Valentine Day and I kissed the hankie 5 times and left 5 kiss marks on the hankie. I really put many effort of doing it. And I'm happy that you LOVE it. But so sad, I forgot to take the picture of the hankie, and you never take it and send it to me. You bought a puzzle for me, which the cartoon is Mickey and Minnie. Actually I love puzzle yet scare of puzzle. Haha... What I mean is, I'm not really good in playing puzzle, but I love those puzzle which was completed. So when you told me you buy me puzzle, I got a bit scared 
, I was afraid that I won't like it. Then you told me you'll complete the puzzle then frame it and gave it to me. Phew...I was so happy after you told me that you complete it and gave it to me. No worries, hehe. I LOVE it so much!
I hanged it in front of my bed~ Mickey holding Minnie's hand and fly to a place belongs to them.
I'm waiting for this day.
posted by Cherry at 3:28 AM, |
17th (February) was a day that I waited for a long long time. FINALLY that day came and it was new year eve too. I was going to Singapore! OMG...I wanna go there for a long time already!! I wanted to go there to meet my hubby and thats YOU!
After I arrived the air port, until I walked to the end of the arrival terminal room, I saw a guy with pink shirt and a black jacket (thats you, you told me you would dress like that before I went to Singapore). I was so shy~ I went crazy and wave to you with this face 
. Did I look stupid?
As usual, I used to walk at the back of them.
Then you rushed to me and gave me a red envelope.
Inside it got a new simcard and a love card.
After you gave it to me then you ran away. Because we were so scare about my dad. I turn my head back and look at you far far away from me. Then you're so sweet, you gave me a flying kiss ~ So cute! I asked you to come and gave you the hankie that I made as valentine present and a love letter. my hubby Calvin, you're so CUTE, so CHARMMY, so HANDSOME~ I love u so much my prince charming~
posted by Cherry at 3:26 AM, |
Thursday, September 6, 2007
After came back from KL, my dad told me a VERY GOOD NEWS! Which made us very excited. The news was I'm going to Singapore during chinese new year! Oww, both of us were so HAPPY! SO excited~ Started to imagine what we going to do. So so excited! Really cannot wait to see my lovely hubby.
posted by Cherry at 7:26 AM, |
Sunday, September 2, 2007
After we steaded for 1 week plus, I need to go KL for vacation. Omg...I don't wanna go la...I want to be with you~ But hais, cannot le...Sob Miss you so so much at KL. Miss you so much that time, no computer, cannot chat with you. Suddenly one night at KL, I wanted to hear your voice so much! So I messaged you and told you I wanted to hear your angel voice~ But you bad, I called you, you pressed wrong button and rejected my phone. After that you called me back, OMG I was so shy to talk to you 
! Do you still remember in the conversation, we spoke english first? Then I asked you why speak english you said I started first, then I changed to mandarin. OMG la...your voice is really sounds like angel! Then you called me darling in the phone, and told me that you love me. That is your very first time called people darling and said 'I love you' to a girl right! I'm so lucky to be the first one! I wanna be the first and the last one!
Remember I asked you whether you know how to ice skate? Because I saw ice ring in the middle of the shopping center. You told me you wanna skate with me, but I don't know how~ You said you'll hold my hand and skate together. And I'm waiting this day to come! Don't forget what you had told me kies! 
You're so sweet, I love your sweet voice! The way you call me darling...oww I'm melting!
posted by Cherry at 4:53 AM, |
We chat every night and chat til very late at night! We got a lot of topic to chat! We are just so loving~
We always miss each other! You're a love drug which make me addicted so much! 
posted by Cherry at 4:41 AM, |
You told me that you never stead before, so I'm you very first stead. So you're still very shy! Shy shy little one~ Cuteeeee~ The very next day we stead, we message each other. You still so shy to tell me that you love me in the message. Until you told me in MSN that you wanted to say the three words to me but you're shy! After I told you not to be shy, then you only not shy anymore.
You know, I'm so happy to be your first stead!
posted by Cherry at 4:14 AM, |
Saturday, September 1, 2007
That night (8th December 2006) was very very important to us right? That is our first 8th.That day afternoon, I was using my sister's computer and lap top. Lap top sign in my MSN, then playing o2jam with friend using computer. If I heard any new message alert, I'll rush to the lap top and see whether it was you. Although the game is still running, I rather to lose that song. Hehe.. But every time the message alert rang and I was not you. Sad Suddenly, I told my friend I wanted to check my MSN a while.And I saw YOU online! Omg! YOU're ONLINE~ But you never pm me, so I pm-ed you. I asked you why you never pm me when you're online, you said you saw my status was away, you thought I was having my nap. Haha, actually I was playing o2jam. You're in school that time, and you said you wanna sign in MSN was just to see whether I'm online or not. Oww...I melted. I was so happy ! Just before you going off, you said 'Tonight lets jam together'.So, I waited you online at night. Until my sister back from work, so I switch my MSN from her lap top to computer. At the same time, you're online! But you never saw me online, and you blamed yourself for reaching home late. After signed in my MSN using the computer, I saw you online, so happy and pm-ed you. But you're away.Few minutes later, you're back, you replied me and said sorry you're late. You said you thought I went to sleep already and blamed yourself for reaching home late. Haha...Then we had our conversation. Blue = HubbyPink = Me
"just now I never concentrate on my lesson LOL"
"har..why le? bad boy"
"coz I'm thinking of you =X"
"eeeeeeeeeee...so cute"
"like that also cute?"
"cause you will think of me ma~ I always miss you le"
So happy! I gonna fly when I heard you said you was thinking of me. Then, finally I realize I had fell in love with you! What should I do? I dun dare to tell you, because what if you rejected me? I don't wanna lost you ! And we never met before in real life, how could you love me too? This is my very first time, fell in love with someone without knowing it."just now I rush home...wa..><"
"wa..why rush home?"
"cause I scare I back le..you offline le.."
"wont la...i promise u wait you de ma"
"I was like 'damn she's waiting for me..must rush home"
"so cute~~"
"den I saw you offline le...den i blame myself for make u wait so long"
"oo..no la..I was switching my MSN from lap top to computer~"
"haha..ic~"
You sounded like, you fell in love with me too!"you know...I don't know is it I'm too fast or not...I think I realllllyyyyyyyyyyyy like you le..."
"eeeeeeeeee..me too..*blush* I oso fall in love with you le...jus don't wanna tell you cause I scare...later you reject me..hais...later sad again..."
"me too..Ii also don't dare say de..then just now I take out all my brave and tell you~"
Finally we said out our feelings to each other, I'm so happy! Omg! SO HAPPY! At last, we steaded, you asked me to call you 'dear' and a cute way (you still remembered how right? spamming the MSN) and you said you'll call me 'darling'.
I told you I'm too excited and surely cannot sleep that night, you told me the same thing too! Just before we went to bed, we exchange our phone number. Before falling asleep, I sent a message to you and that is my very first message, you replied me in the morning because you switch off you phone. That night really hard to fall asleep, my whole mind is you! Addicted to you already.
So 8th became our special day! Our anniversary~
posted by Cherry at 5:35 AM, |
One day, I was learning how to use Photoshop, that time I was just a noob ! Hehe.. In order to KILL the time, I took photos of myself. Then I use Photoshop to edit them.After editting them, the first thing came out in my mind is, I gonna send this to you. I wanted to share with you . So, I waited for you to online. When you're online, I cannot wait to send it to you. Becasue that was my first time edit my picture like that. Cannot wait to hear your comments. You told me it looks great!Then I told you, my hobby are designing and drawing. I just love ARTS~ You told me you love to play basketball - a basketball FREAK . Hehe
posted by Cherry at 5:22 AM, |
We can chat whole night! You always company me, so I won't feel any loneliness. I invited you to play FlyFF aka Fly For Fun with me, because I played the game alone. You promise me you'll play with me after your exams ends. See, you willing to company me...Before you promise you'll company me, you told me that you had a dream which is similar to this, you dreamed that you asked me to wait for your exams ends.Well, till now I never mentioned it to you. Actually, when I heard what you said, I felt very very happy ! Why? It was because, you dreamed of me !You said sometimes you'll dream about something may happen in the future, and I always asked you to dream my PMR result, see whether I got how many A's. Haha...
posted by Cherry at 5:05 AM, |
Besides chatting, we also jam together! That time, I'm so sad and down. You still remember why right? I don't wanna mention it here, because it may spoil the feeling. I reminded you not to play 2 songs in o2jam - Christmas Memory and Kan-kan.Just don't know why, that time I always dream of him, I told you I cannot stop thinking of him. Then you're so kind and said, 'you can try to think of me, to stop thinking of him'. Haha...then that night, I went to sleep, and I think of you until I fall asleep, and I never dream of him!The next day, if I'm not mistaken, you pm-ed me, you asked whether I got feel better. Yea...I do, you let me feel that, there is still someone who care for me besides my sister. You always find ways to cheer me up, make me smile again. You're so caring . Which really made me so touched.
posted by Cherry at 4:44 AM, |
One night, I on my MSN. Immediately see whether you're online or not. But you're not. Sad then I look at the time, may be it is still early, and may be you're busy with something, and will online later.I wait and wait....Besides waiting, I'm still waiting....But where are you!? Then, my sister was watching One Piece, so I joined her. I didn't switch off the computer, because if you're online, I'll know. Every time people sign in MSN there will be an alert, so when I heard the alert, I'll quickly go and check whether it is you.After finish watching One Piece, I went to the computer and and check whether you're online, but still you're not online, I was SO SAD! Then I told my sister.'Sian, why he's not on yet!? Now is already 12 midnight, where is he?'Suddenly I asked myself,
'I switch on computer is just waiting for him? Oww please, am I crazy? He's not my stead? What is the reason I wait for him?'
After that, I switch off my computer then went go bed. But do you know that, I really miss you.
The next day, finally saw you online. I was like 'Omg, he's online!'. Then I don't know why, I could not control my hand, and I type 'I miss you ' and sent it to you. I was like 'What the *tut*, what did I sent him? Omfg?' Then I asked you where had you been, you told me you went to friend house and study for that day exam and you apologize to me. Haha~ Don't worry la, I never blame you. I'm the one who willing to wait for you.
Suddenly wanted to ask you, that time I told you 'I miss you' what is your reaction? We never mentioned it before. Tell me~~
posted by Cherry at 2:38 AM, |
